my recent addiction... =p

this is alyaa salsabila ramadhania...


she's my niece...



and i love her sooooo much...


she's my new addiction and she's the love of my life (for now).... hahahahahahaha....



the one that always makes me laugh and smile,,, the one who overcome the headache...



it's her, peeps... =)))

single..... destiny or choice????

okay single fellas..... now let's face it... that's what most people,, or the elder think about us, right??

hahahahahahaha... yaaaa,, i mean,, that is one of many things came up when they talk with us about our relationship status... and for those who consider mature enough to have someone and get married,, they always ask "when you're going to be married??"
well,, that's the question that I hate soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much then I become alergy because of that...
why????
because I'm single!!!!!!!!!!!!
and when I said that, they ask.. "why??" "don't you have boyfriend??"
hmmmmmmmmm.... it gives me headache, peeps..
really............ (-__-")



and two days ago... me and my besties,, talk about our relationship status...
well,,,, the conclusion of that crazy-stupid conversation is we're just too young to get married because we have to find the best in our life.. and since we still not find it now.. we just living this world with a lot of fun...


last night, i re-think about that conversation and many talks I had previously with others...
and this questions pops out.. "why some people happy with their single status while some, can't stay if they're single and end up dating or involved in a relationship with someone they didn't even want at the very beginning??"

after thinking about that I came up with conclusions...
being single is not only a choice but also a destiny...
we choose being single because we still can't find the right person.. (some says single is too picky)
or who we think the right person already came to our life, but he or she turns out involved with someone else or break our heart then, we can't find the other right person until now.
why it's a destiny?? because I believe GOD still prepare that right person to meet an extraordinary us.. because I know, that right person is the one who willing to accepts us for who are us, not for what are us.. GOD still write our love story so it will become a happy ending... (the truth is,, I slightly laugh when wrothe this.... hahahahahahahaha)
and for those who already have someone in their life but still looking for the best.. it's their choice.. we are all wanted the best, right?? so they don't do something's wrong. what they did is what a normal human being do... including the single... hehehehehehehehe.... so, just accept that, people... don't be angry with them,, seriously... because I know, deep in your heart, you want someone better than you have but you just too affraid ending up years of your time and memories with them. hahahahaha... just admit that.. really...
and the last is... enjoying your life... whether your single or not.. just be happy with that... because happiness is one thing that always help us through this life...
what a wise me......... hahahahahahahahahahaha...
oh yes... I can be a wise person, too..... =)

so..... in the end.... just live your life... don't think about what people think or what they're going to think about you if you do certain things... it's your life and people have no rights to judge it.. because only you who really know what's going on in your life and only you who fill "the shoes", not them...

the best wedding vows ever (for me)

this wedding vows taken from Grey's Anatomy when Alex Karev finally marry Izzie Stevens in a surprise wedding that once planned to be Meredith and Derek's wedding... 




well,, maybe it's just a simple wedding vows
but when I watch and heard it...
it touch my deepest heart.. it blows my mind.. 
it gave me goosebumps.. 


it's just a simple things that almost brought me to tears because it's sooooooooooooooooooo beautiful... 


and here is the vows that makes me speechless.... 






Today’s the day my life begins. All my life I’ve been just me. Just a smart mouth kid. Today I become a man. Today I become a husband. Today I become accountable to someone other than myself. Today I become accountable to you. To our future. To all the possibilities that a marriage has to offer. Together, no matter what happens, I’ll be ready. For anything. For everything. To take on life, to take on love. To take on possibility and responsibility. Today Izzie Stevens, our life together begins. And I for one can’t wait.

this is inspiring

Charity goes after African rebel leader with ’KONY 2012’ video


watch it and you will know...
a crime,, a violence of human rights,, that keep on going for a long time,,
And
how a movement that start 9 years ago,, maybe can change the entire world, this year...


open eye,, mind blowing,, sad,, but full of hope...


enjoy it, guys!!!!!!!

balada home alone = ngawur

selagi home alone,, nulis lagi ahhh...



sekarang gue lagi sering banget home alone nih...
yaaaaa maklum lah... gue lebih sering di rumah, sedangkan makhluk-makhluk rumah yang lain, mreka sering banget keluar rumah. hahahahahaha...
sebenernya sih karna gue males, mau kmana coba?? percuma kan keluar rumah tapi tanpa tujuan??
lagipula, gue sudah cukup terhibur dengan keberadaan my not so smartphone and cable tv at my room.. jadi yaaaa sudahlah,, nikmati hari-hari menganggur tanpa alasan ini,,,,




by the way,,, di radio lagi diputar On Bended Knee nih....
geblek lah,,, mendung-mendung denger radio yang suka banget muterin lagu-lagu kaya gitu...
ntah gue sengaja atau ga,, tapi emang lagu-lagu gitu yang suka banget gue dengerin (mostly)
karna lagu-lagu kamuflase gue (pitbull, tiesto, flo-rida, dll) itu cuma buat pas lagi bodoh aja..
kalo lagi normal yaaa dengernay lagu-lagu macam Boyz II Men atau Il Divo dan Josh Groban..
biar sampe mewek di pojokkan pun,, i enjoy it. =)
yaaaaa... kayanya gue tipe-tipe masokis gitu lah,,, hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....




and now,, rain is falling.. jadinya ga galau sih,, karna gue jadi senyum-senyum sendiri pas nulis yang satu ini...
yaaaa... abisan heran juga sama diri sendiri... knapa bisa ya menumpahkan perasaan yang goblok dan gila di dunia maya gini...
ya sudahlah,, yang penting yang baca senang kan.. hehehehehehehe

di saat otak terlalu skip.......

hmmmmm... setelah stop blogging selama entah berapa lama... akhirnya gue punya sesuatu untuk ditulis...
otak yang terlalu skip, padahal harus ngisi job application.
Penting?????? ga juga sih... tapi mau cerita aja.. hahahahahaha.. :P


sebenernya sih, otak gue skip nya udah lamaaaaa banget... semenjak abis sidang, 20 oktober 2011..
tapi entah knapa, menjelang weekend otak gue tambah skip sampai sekarang..

apa mungkin karna salah milih playlist lagu???
hahahahaha... mungkin,,, playlist itunes gue lama-lama membawa bencana nih sepertinya.
mengikuti cuaca dan suasana hati sih sebenernya.

atau mungkin,, karna emang hati lagi ga karuan?? bisa juga...
antara kagum dan fall for someone itu tipis lho bedanya..
dan karena gue ga mau terburu-buru menyimpulkan hati yang sulit ditebak ini,
jadi untuk sementara sih ga karuan santai..
maksudnya,, menikmati apa yang ada dengan bersyukur. simple but powerful. right???

pilihan terakhir sih mungkin karna sakit.
cuaca yang ga menentu, dan emang fisik lagi aneh,, jadinya begitu deh..
tapi sekarang gue udah ga kenapa-kenapa lagi. udah sehat, meskipun belum 100%.


well,, in the end.. meskipun otak yang lagi skip ini membuat gue menunda pengisian job application,
akhirnya gue bisa juga kan nulis lagi.. *joget=joget*


so, here they are,, mates...
my first blog entry since.. (i don't know) =)))))))


and now i'm proud to say,,, otak gue ga skip lagiiiiii... (for few hours at least, evryday)
dan saya sudah mengirimkan job app,,,
hehehehehehehe