my life change really well since my last entry in this blog,, and it's such a good or maybe the best experience that i deserve...
fall in love for the second time with the same person in the same year, and can't forget him until now is one thing that makes me realise,, life is funny!!! but,, now, it seems like i want to runaway from this things cause i'm fed up with all dramas happened for the past year.. especially when a lot of people or a bunch of idiots women came and ruin my good relationship with someone as friend....
GOSH... it's like,., hell!!! sometimes, i thought i would kill them all.. cause their such a bunch of idiots that never think about someone else's feeling.. their just thinking about theirself,, what's good for them,, they just want everything be theirs.. even a guy that not so perfect but nice,, a guy that i realise i love him since half past year...
and thank's to that idiots,, now my realtionship look not so well,, he just don't even realise my presence.. it's hard..
and now,,, thank's to them again... i decide to go abroad, so i can forget him.. then my pain si gone.. hopefully...
it's my runaway plan..
